Being strong can suck

I've been told that I've handled things really well.

I had to, because I'm strong, I have to be strong.  

I have 2 kids that mean the world to me, and to be the world to them, I have to make sure that I am strong.  I have to be strong so they know they can count on me, know they are safe with me, know things will be alright.

I have to be strong because I'm not there most of the time.  I want to be, but I'm not so I have to be strong.

I am still trying to be strong, but sometimes it just sucks.

Sometimes I would like to be weak.