I hate snow and cold; makes it hard to make money.
I don't do dishes every day because I have enough that I don't need to.
I could wear the same thing every day for a week and the only one to know would be me.
If my bills were current then I would be surprised.
I don't think that I like people in general and it takes a lot for me to talk to people on a regular basis.
There a many reasons that I think that I should see a doctor but only one real one that keeps me from doing it.
I've thought about ending things more than once, came close a few times, but never did.
I sleep on the couch on the weekends even if the kids aren't here.
There are times when my ex can still ruin my day.
I'm sitting in front of the computer right now and haven't said a word to another human for close to 3 hours and that is normal.
I feel that I come into people's lives when then need me and then I fade away.
I am not a good friend because I don't think I know how to be.
I blame my sister for my smile. When we were young, she would tell me to stop making a fake smile during pictures and so I can't smile to this day. (love ya sistah, but it is true but it is a rite of an older sibling to scar a younger one :) )
I am stubborn to the extent that I get mad if my own personal deadlines aren't met.
I'm lonely and sometimes I dwell on it too much.
I can make some people laugh until they cry just by talking about porn and peppers.
I am living beyond my means.
I am content with where I am, it could be better and it could be worse.
I am glad that my family is how were are, a bit messed up, have issues but are there for each other when we need to be.
I wear my dad's sweatpants because they have pockets and a zipper fly. That Is Awesome!!!
I can go hours without talking.
I know that I will find what I am seeking when I am supposed to.
I listen to religious radio when I fall asleep and at times it gives me comfort.
I am stuck in the late 90s when it comes to music.
I have no real skills.
I really want my next tat because I feel that it would honor dad and I feel guilty because I've taken his being taken away better than sistah and mom.
I think that I will not leave a mark when I go.
Oy.
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Every time I post a blog about being sick or having surgery (cause I do that on a regular basis), I can always count on you to send me a get well e-card or email. I don't have any other friends who do it every time. So, I disagree with at least one thing on this list.
I agree that you will not leave a mark when you go. You will leave a gaping hole.
I count you among my blessings. So there.
i disagree with so many things on this list, brudder, i don't know where to start. just know that i lub you.
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