It has been awhile

I used to do this a long time ago, in a life I used to have.

But that has changed.

At first the change was bad, real bad, and it came at me like greased up walrus on a slip-n-slide.  There were two things that changed my world, but it's been awhile since they happened.

I'm gettting better at things, again.

I've had to learn how to do things differently, without support that I thought I would have, how to be an individual instead of a pair, how to be me again.

I'm doing it.  

Sure, maybe not as fast as I thought that I would, or would like, but sometimes things take time.  

I've got some of that.